By Colin Dunlap | 4:57 p.m. Wednesday
Pirates shortstop Jack Wilson apologized today for his remarks yesterday criticizing the team's latest round of trades.
Just after the clubhouse opened to members of the media before tonight's scheduled game against the Chicago Cubs, Wilson urged reporters to come to his locker because he wanted to get something off his chest.
"I really didn't sleep last night, I think some of my comments were pretty harsh," Wilson said. "When you are here, and in the moment and you are talking to guys and everyone is bummed out, you tend to lose your head a little and vent. A lot of the things I said, I thought about last night talking to my wife and they were pretty inaccurate, I would say.
"I definitely don't want to be that guy who is butting heads with the organization or trying to cause any type of negativity, so, I apologize for that."
Wilson also made a point to get across that his comments today were done not by the urging of anyone within the organization, but only after he spoke to his wife and after he had realized what he said yesterday could (and probably had been) construed as a negative by many.
"I haven't talked to anybody, I haven't talked to Neal [Huntington] or anybody like that," Wilson said. "I just felt like that's not the person, that's not the player I want to be for the Pittsburgh Pirates. I am definitely passionate about winning, about being a Pirate and I think sometimes it comes out in a negative way. For that, I definitely apologize."
Yesterday, in response to the trades, Wilson said he was "beyond, beyond tired" of such moves.
Of management, Wilson also went on to say yesterday, "They're businessmen. They're trying to achieve winning baseball in Pittsburgh. The biggest question is: When is that going to be? When do things start turning around? It's just hard for guys who have been here and seen these exact same trades happen and seen it absolutely do nothing. I've been here nine years. I've seen two or three of these trades every year and still haven't had a winning season."
Additional quotes, not found in the Breaking News story:
"I have lost a lot [of friends to trades]. And, at some point, it just kind of blows up in your face. I don't think I handled it the right way. I was very unprofessional. I have strong feelings aobut it. I'm not going to say that's different or anything like that. . ., but there was a better way to talk about it, rather than going against your own team."
Asked if the hard part was the unknown, not knowing what the latest trades were going to bring: "In any trade, you don't know what the back side is going to be, you don't know what Lastings Milledge is going to bring to this team, you don't know what [Joel] Hanrahan is going to do. You just hope for the best. I think, for me, I was just so focused on losing a guy like Nyjer [Morgan] and losing Nate [McLouth] that it was more a negative than anything."
"It is passion. I love playing the game. . . . I have lost a lot of games here in a Pirates uniform, and I gave up free agency years to be here, and I have said from the beginning that I want to be here when this thing turns around. A lot of it is that I want to be here when this turns around. I want to be on that field. Sometimes, though, you just get so passionate that it comes out in a negative way."
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Jul 01 2009, 04:57 PM
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